Friday, August 26, 2005
title:{laugh}
Everyone laugh. Everyone ask. Everyone show their concern. Deep inside my heart, I appreciate. Everything was fine and good not till her appearance in the ladies.
She smile at me. Let me repeat, SHE SMILED AT ME. Yes in supercilious way.
Boy, she's the b**** whom I really detest, loaft, hate smile at me. She never smile at me since that very day. NEVER!!! I swear! Who is she? Bet ya got it now. Yes it's her, who else. Know why she smile at me. Simply because I injured my nose (look ugly and funny). Not that she try to comfort me by smiling.Instead, she leave me uneasy feeling that she snigger!
Bet that she must feel very happy and shared it with her group of girl friends. Simply because I know her too well. Not only she did it to people whom she detest but also her own friends . That's her. Superficious and supercilious. Jinxed
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
title:{Bang}
Bang...
Oh my God, what happen. I thought to myself. Then I realized that I have hit myself against Saab 95 car door. So glamorous! Took a glance, I realized that people at the bus stop were looking at me with their mouth wide open. They were bewildered and must be thinking how the hell did this girl hit her nose against the car door while opening it. Absolutely insane!
Please do not ask me how, simply I, myself also don't know. All I remembered was that I saw a bus was about to reach the bus stop bay and I hurried myself to open the car door.(typical kan chong spider) The very next second, I heard Elvin asking me, "Are you ok?" Hastily, I hopped onto the car and nodded my head.
Elvin: "errmmm.... girl, you are bleeding."
Me: " Am I?" I touched my nose. "OH MY GOD! I'm bleeding! My nose is bleeding!"
Grab myself a piece of wet tissue and press on. atfer 5 mins, the whole wet tissue is totally bloody. Did i cry? Answer is nope.
Me: Is my nose broken? It's feel weird.
Elvin: Don't scare me can. I'm nervous. Once we reach orchard, the first thing we will do is to get u a plaster. I'm trying to drive. Will reach there soon. Hang on."
Sound comforting I suppose. But it didn't really help much in my panic attack. I was so worried that I've broke my nose and worst, to get a nose job done. Paranoid, that's me.
To my horror, the paint work of the door chip off! Great, I wondered how am I going to explain to Uncle boy.
When I reached Isetan Scott, everyone looked at me as if I am an alien or rather must be thinking in their mind, this couple must have fought with each other. This is how I look with the plaster on my nose now.
Oh my God, what happen. I thought to myself. Then I realized that I have hit myself against Saab 95 car door. So glamorous! Took a glance, I realized that people at the bus stop were looking at me with their mouth wide open. They were bewildered and must be thinking how the hell did this girl hit her nose against the car door while opening it. Absolutely insane!
Please do not ask me how, simply I, myself also don't know. All I remembered was that I saw a bus was about to reach the bus stop bay and I hurried myself to open the car door.(typical kan chong spider) The very next second, I heard Elvin asking me, "Are you ok?" Hastily, I hopped onto the car and nodded my head.
Elvin: "errmmm.... girl, you are bleeding."
Me: " Am I?" I touched my nose. "OH MY GOD! I'm bleeding! My nose is bleeding!"
Grab myself a piece of wet tissue and press on. atfer 5 mins, the whole wet tissue is totally bloody. Did i cry? Answer is nope.
Me: Is my nose broken? It's feel weird.
Elvin: Don't scare me can. I'm nervous. Once we reach orchard, the first thing we will do is to get u a plaster. I'm trying to drive. Will reach there soon. Hang on."
Sound comforting I suppose. But it didn't really help much in my panic attack. I was so worried that I've broke my nose and worst, to get a nose job done. Paranoid, that's me.
To my horror, the paint work of the door chip off! Great, I wondered how am I going to explain to Uncle boy.
When I reached Isetan Scott, everyone looked at me as if I am an alien or rather must be thinking in their mind, this couple must have fought with each other. This is how I look with the plaster on my nose now.
Very ugly right.Went to meet Indra and consult Dr Looi.
Dr: What happen? Got into a fight?
Me: Nope. I hit my nose against the car door.
Dr: WHAT? Again.
Me: Car door.
Dr: What kind of car door? Is it like that (his hands is moving from right to left) or like this (now his hand is moving up and down).
I looked at Indra with a "der" look. Wondering to myself .Am I in the right place. I replied, "normal sedan car door."
Dr: "No! That's not possible. (Yes is it, doc. Take a good look at me now. I'm an instant classic example) It will hit your chin or the tip of your nose not the bridge. Ermm.. don't need stitching la. Not that deep. Ermm...is your nose crooked?" (Hello, who's the doc here?You or me?)
He took a tude of anti-biotic cream and applied on my wound and plaster my nose.
Dr: Ai sia, your plaster look nicer than mine. Where did you buy it from huh?Ai sia.. okie very nice liao. (Nice?! Nuts... How glamorous could it be walking around with a plaster on my nose!) Okie can go now.
Indra and me: Just like that?
Dr: ermm... Ya. ok anti-biotic tablets for you lor. see you.
Indra: errmmm.. okie. thanks.
To make me feel better, Indra suggested to have ice-cream at Swensen's ice cream. The ice cream is having weekdays promotion-$4 only. Ha ha.. being a kiasu Singaporean, we ordered the most expensive of all,Vanilla Nut Icecap. Yum yum!
Saturday, August 20, 2005
title:{burnout}
.:Colour of the day: Black:.
.:Totally burn out:.
.:Totally broke:.
.:Penniless:.
.:Desparately looking for jobs and sponsorship for my Australia study program:.
.:Any sponsor?:.
.: Yes, air ticket paid by mummy. So nice of her!:.
Monday, August 15, 2005
title:{what have i done}
What have I done?
All these years, I have been holding on what Pastor Lilian told me before. Do not be afraid. Do things that pleases God's eyes not in man's eyes. Do good in God's eyes not in man's eyes. Finally, I fully understand what she meant today.
I have been wondering what have I done wrong. Why they treat me so unkindly. No matter what I do, nothing seems to be pleasing in their eyes. Do I deserve all these? Why do I have to go through all these pain and troubles every time? What should I do to please them? Human relation is such a pain especially with boyfriend's mother. *sign*
As I shared my problems with him, Pastor Lilian words strike me real hard. Do good in God's eyes, do things that pleases God's eyes not in man's eyes. Why should I get so paranoid over this issue on interpersonal relationship. What matters most is that I did what is moral, ethical and right. As long as it's doesn't goes against my conscience and do harm to people.
All these years, I have been holding on what Pastor Lilian told me before. Do not be afraid. Do things that pleases God's eyes not in man's eyes. Do good in God's eyes not in man's eyes. Finally, I fully understand what she meant today.
I have been wondering what have I done wrong. Why they treat me so unkindly. No matter what I do, nothing seems to be pleasing in their eyes. Do I deserve all these? Why do I have to go through all these pain and troubles every time? What should I do to please them? Human relation is such a pain especially with boyfriend's mother. *sign*
As I shared my problems with him, Pastor Lilian words strike me real hard. Do good in God's eyes, do things that pleases God's eyes not in man's eyes. Why should I get so paranoid over this issue on interpersonal relationship. What matters most is that I did what is moral, ethical and right. As long as it's doesn't goes against my conscience and do harm to people.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
title:{test}
?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
I'm......
Take the test now.
title:{jamie}
Things that I do today......
1. Nuaz again what else.
2. Had breakfast (prepared by him... sweet!)
3. Finally, finish reading "The Da Vinci Code"
4. Went to suntec starbucks~rot and read "Are you afraid of dark?"
5. Went Carrefour to buy car Black & Decker vacumm cleaner. It's SPOILT! Cheater bugs! The vacumm cleaner was split into 2 parts. Fantastic right!
6. Meet Jamie, Jennifer, Melaine, Ash, Joanna, Zhenqi at Orchard.
7. Celebrates Jamie's birthday at Sakae Sushi.
8. Went shopping at Borders.
9. Went Mcdonalds with Ash and had girls talk.
10. Took bus 132 home with Ash.
11. Msn with Mr Lam.
12. Blog and it's time to sleep.
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
title:{fainted girl}
A teacher's life
Indra's has changed since she becomes a teacher. Life as a teacher is so so so tough, not an easy job. Personally, I think she's so "lucky" to be the form teacher of the very last class of the level (the most notorious class). she has to face nonsense problems from her problematic kids. Kids with psychological illness such as autistic, hyper active, short attention span and etc.
This morning assembly (7.30am), a student of hers fainted and Indra had to carry her to the staff room. Thank God that the little girl is only 20kg. For your information, this little girl is 10 years old and she's underweight. She skip dinner last night, slept for 3 hours and skip her breakfast before going to school.
Being her form teacher, Indra has to call the parent. Great! no one answered. She has no other alternative but to leave a message for the mother through the voice mail. 9am, finally, the mother returned call.(Mind you, she sounded like just got out of her bed.) Knowning her daughter condition, the mother insisted that she's UNABLE to fetch her daughter. Instead, she left her ill daughter in the care of her elder son who happended to study in the same school as the girl. Guess what, the brother whined and refused to send the sister back home. This little brat left the school without the sister! Poor Indra has searched for the brother like a mad woman and forced the brother accompanied the sister home.
I wonder what kind of parent she is. Your own daughter has fainted and you, being a mother, doesn't bother at all. Search for your conscience, mother. A teacher responsibilities and capabilties are limited. They are not wonderwomen nor supermen. They are just human beings just like you and me. If you feel that you are unable to carry out parenthood responsibilities, then don't give birth to them. BE A RESPONDSIBLE MOTHER.
Indra's has changed since she becomes a teacher. Life as a teacher is so so so tough, not an easy job. Personally, I think she's so "lucky" to be the form teacher of the very last class of the level (the most notorious class). she has to face nonsense problems from her problematic kids. Kids with psychological illness such as autistic, hyper active, short attention span and etc.
This morning assembly (7.30am), a student of hers fainted and Indra had to carry her to the staff room. Thank God that the little girl is only 20kg. For your information, this little girl is 10 years old and she's underweight. She skip dinner last night, slept for 3 hours and skip her breakfast before going to school.
Being her form teacher, Indra has to call the parent. Great! no one answered. She has no other alternative but to leave a message for the mother through the voice mail. 9am, finally, the mother returned call.(Mind you, she sounded like just got out of her bed.) Knowning her daughter condition, the mother insisted that she's UNABLE to fetch her daughter. Instead, she left her ill daughter in the care of her elder son who happended to study in the same school as the girl. Guess what, the brother whined and refused to send the sister back home. This little brat left the school without the sister! Poor Indra has searched for the brother like a mad woman and forced the brother accompanied the sister home.
I wonder what kind of parent she is. Your own daughter has fainted and you, being a mother, doesn't bother at all. Search for your conscience, mother. A teacher responsibilities and capabilties are limited. They are not wonderwomen nor supermen. They are just human beings just like you and me. If you feel that you are unable to carry out parenthood responsibilities, then don't give birth to them. BE A RESPONDSIBLE MOTHER.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
title:{email}
My team and I gotta kind of frustrated with our International Management project. We are required to interview General manager or director from MNC. Btw not LOCAL MNC. It's OVERSEAS MNC. Meaning, no companies such as Singtel, Creative, Raffles or SIA. We have to interview companies such as Philips, Panasonic, Citigroup and etc.
Seriously, who the hell will accept interview us? or rather entertain us. This project requirement is not feasible on the area of interview GM, CEO, Directors. No one will entertain us for sure. We did what we could do. Mass email, cold calls and last mass send letters.
Following is a reply from a MNC director.
Dear xxxxxx,
Thank you for your email, which I read with interest.
Our company, although a brand that is sold and is recognizable worldwide, is not structured as a multi national company, in the sense that is traditionally given to these words. You would not, therefore, I believe, find the experiences with us that you, and your team, are looking for, in fulfilling your course successfully. I must, therefore, regrettably, decline your request.
By the way, you are probably using a pro forma email, tailored to each company you are interested in. To this end, and if you have not already noticed, there are, I believe, a couple of words missing in your last paragraph. They are highlighted below.
I wish you, and your team members all the best in completing your course with every success,
Finance Director
Now, this is the problem that we are facing. People any recommendation? HELP NEEDED BADLY!!!
Friday, August 05, 2005
title:{date}
Yesterday, I met up with Hua Cheng. It's been ages since we meet up. He changed his glass and look so retro lor. No doubt, he looks good in it. It suits him well. We walked around bugis thinking what shall we have for dinner. At last, we decided to have turkish food. Food is nice but rather meaty. Not much veggie though.
This morning, I almost woke up late. Thanks to my cat, who caused such a big commotion and had woke me up. My dear cat poo poo on the toliet floor instead of in the toilet bowl. My mum, a clean freak, was furious and screaming at her. Poor mei mei, she was over fed by my dad who just came back from M'sia and she vomitted twice in the living room. Once again, gotta scolding from mom. However, this time round, my dad got it from my mom too.
Despite the fact that Spotty was ill, my dad still feed her with cat snack. I told him off and warn my kitty abt the consequences. Spotty push dad's hand away (my dad is holding the snack) and stared hard at the snack for a min or so, wondering should she eat or not. After some thoughts, she couldn't resist the temptation and eat it up. ha ha ha... so cute right. Animals and humans are so alike, they couldn't resist temptation.
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
title:{nuaz again}
Sianz...
Feel so bore after reading so many articles. This morning, I went back to NYP library to do LMS research. It's so ironic, during my school days in NYP, I've never touch a single journal only Her world and Cleo magazines. Now, I'm back in NYP library to do my reserach. Never in my whole damn life I 've ever glued my eyes on one whole pile of journals-harvard business review, HR magazine, HR focus, NTUC news, Businessweeks and textbooks. Could you believe that I spent 3 hours reading journals!
Today the library is so crowded, usually, you can't find a single soul in NYP library. I can hear people shouting, giggle, laughing, snoring, chatting away loudly. HELLO... people, it's a library not a market place lor. I'm not exaggerating, I can hear people gossiping about their idols who were seated 4 tables aways from me! What's wrong with people nowadays, don't they know that the most basic rule to observe in the library is silence. NYP librarians please do something about it.
Last friday, Michelle just came back from Hong Kong study trip. It's so thoughtful of her to buy me a souvenir from HK disney (which is yet to open). Sweet! It's the thoughts that count! That's the privilege of going study trip with school, you are prior to go places where not much people are allowed to. So bless!!
It's a Mickey Mouse file! It's one of my fav cartoon character.
It's authenticated! See the 2 logos. It stated: Licensed For Hong Kong & Macau Only. Disney copyright. Ha ha... oOOoH.. here comes the lucky numbers: 8291, 9236, 2046.
After nuazing for one whole day, I don't feel motivated to study. Lord help me. Kick my butt and get me cracking. Daddy is going to M'sia to work now. Lord please bless Daddy for a safe journey.
Spotty is upset cos there's no one entertain her for the time being. Ha ha... no more snacks for her.
No more snacks for me till daddy comes home from M'sia. Mummy and sis will definately make me go on diet. *meow*
Feel so bore after reading so many articles. This morning, I went back to NYP library to do LMS research. It's so ironic, during my school days in NYP, I've never touch a single journal only Her world and Cleo magazines. Now, I'm back in NYP library to do my reserach. Never in my whole damn life I 've ever glued my eyes on one whole pile of journals-harvard business review, HR magazine, HR focus, NTUC news, Businessweeks and textbooks. Could you believe that I spent 3 hours reading journals!
Today the library is so crowded, usually, you can't find a single soul in NYP library. I can hear people shouting, giggle, laughing, snoring, chatting away loudly. HELLO... people, it's a library not a market place lor. I'm not exaggerating, I can hear people gossiping about their idols who were seated 4 tables aways from me! What's wrong with people nowadays, don't they know that the most basic rule to observe in the library is silence. NYP librarians please do something about it.
Last friday, Michelle just came back from Hong Kong study trip. It's so thoughtful of her to buy me a souvenir from HK disney (which is yet to open). Sweet! It's the thoughts that count! That's the privilege of going study trip with school, you are prior to go places where not much people are allowed to. So bless!!
It's a Mickey Mouse file! It's one of my fav cartoon character.
It's authenticated! See the 2 logos. It stated: Licensed For Hong Kong & Macau Only. Disney copyright. Ha ha... oOOoH.. here comes the lucky numbers: 8291, 9236, 2046. After nuazing for one whole day, I don't feel motivated to study. Lord help me. Kick my butt and get me cracking. Daddy is going to M'sia to work now. Lord please bless Daddy for a safe journey.
Spotty is upset cos there's no one entertain her for the time being. Ha ha... no more snacks for her.
No more snacks for me till daddy comes home from M'sia. Mummy and sis will definately make me go on diet. *meow*
Monday, August 01, 2005
title:{Boring Sunday}
Boring Sunday
It's been a boring day for me, I have been sleeping one whole day. Never been so nuaz in my life. Zhi, how? any solution? Haiz... there's goes my study plan. I was supposed to study my International Management but I only manage to read 2 pages instead of 2 lectures (6 chapters). So "efficient" right... ha ha
I wonder how's my poor little student. He's down with fever for 4 days, so poor thing. Guess what, I just called his mother, his condition has now worsen. Not only he's down fever but also 3 new teeth are growing at the same time! ouch! Hope that he can get well soon.
Sean came over for dinner today, his ultimate motive is not to have dinner over here but rather to watch his VCD (cos his dad confiscated the VCD player) - The ring 2~lame show. Little Cheyanne carried her small pillow and watched with him despite the fact that we told her it's a horror movie. Stubborn child. I wonder does she knows what is horror movie. Hope that she won't have nightmare tonight. After all, she's just a 4 years old kid.
Ah zhi, sorry lah.. I know it's a bit ma fan lah.. just bear with it k. This time round only selected people know my blog which includes Indra, Shidah, Grace and you. You should feel honourable. ha ha...
It's been a boring day for me, I have been sleeping one whole day. Never been so nuaz in my life. Zhi, how? any solution? Haiz... there's goes my study plan. I was supposed to study my International Management but I only manage to read 2 pages instead of 2 lectures (6 chapters). So "efficient" right... ha ha
I wonder how's my poor little student. He's down with fever for 4 days, so poor thing. Guess what, I just called his mother, his condition has now worsen. Not only he's down fever but also 3 new teeth are growing at the same time! ouch! Hope that he can get well soon.
Sean came over for dinner today, his ultimate motive is not to have dinner over here but rather to watch his VCD (cos his dad confiscated the VCD player) - The ring 2~lame show. Little Cheyanne carried her small pillow and watched with him despite the fact that we told her it's a horror movie. Stubborn child. I wonder does she knows what is horror movie. Hope that she won't have nightmare tonight. After all, she's just a 4 years old kid.
Ah zhi, sorry lah.. I know it's a bit ma fan lah.. just bear with it k. This time round only selected people know my blog which includes Indra, Shidah, Grace and you. You should feel honourable. ha ha...
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