Saturday, April 29, 2006
title:{exams}
RICHARD, Je NE SOUHAITE VOUS PARLER PLUS! BOO HOO HOO...... (Richard, I don't wish to talk to you anymore! boo hoo hoo.....)
Yesterday was my BGGC paper and it was Richard last paper! Unfortunately,it's not for me *Sign*, I still left with International marketing paper. The most sucky part is that there's no tips from my dear Mr. Bod Foo (my lecturer) and he did not even went through past year papers with us (unlike Mr. Jeffery Goh and Shermen). I wonder how am I going to complete 20 chapters in 4 days time *arghhhh...*
Je déteste IM!!!!
Monday, April 24, 2006
title:{I have a dream}
I have a dream...... I have a dream......
Last afternoon, I came back from church and headed straight to my bed and sleep for a long time. I fall into deep peaceful sleep.
"Come on, let's praise the Lord! " I shouted. "One thing, Jesus, You're the only one I'll live for You......" The crowd sing along with me. I looked across the audiences, thousands and thousands of people are singing Praise and Worship with me.
Suddenly, a chill went down to my spine. I started to tremble and spoke to God, "Oh no, Father you got to be kidding." I ran away from the stage and many looked at me in bewilder. I ran and ran as fast as I could. Passes blocks after blocks of buildings.
Well, you can never outrun God because He will just simply find you wherever you go. The very next moment I was flying in the sky! Btw, the scene looks like the opening of Smallville, the superman show ha ha...... God pointed out a small old tatted looking church in a wilderness.
"Do you want to be there? In a small church and do something small for me or you want to serve me with great things and wonders? The choice is yours." God said.
"Father, how can I sing and do great thing for you? I'm just someone who only sings in the bathroom and in my room and most of the time is off key. How can I be a Praise and Worship singer? My desire is to help out in the children church ministry not in choir." I cried out and look at God.
At that very moment, a firm soft voice whisper in my ears. "For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and future. GIVE YOU HOPE AND FUTURE" This sounded so familiar I thought to myself. Isn't this the verse which I have been holding on for years? Tears rolled down my cheeks and I wept like a child.
I stirred and woke up from my dream.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
title:{My cat can talk!}
All creatures shall now bow down and give praise and thanks to the Lord.
It's amazing that my cat can sing praise and worship. I know it sounded ridiculous but it true. I heard it with my own ears!!! Friends who been to my house know that my cat is very quiet and she rarely meows.
As usual, I will listen to praise and worhsip before I start doing my work. Most of the time, I will sing praise and worhsip to God. Just a few mintues ago, I was listening to this song, Emmanuel. It goes Holy, Holy I will bow before...... Emmanuel, Jesus Christ. When the song was at "Emmanuel" my cat just meows EEEEEEEMMMUUEEEEELL. It sound like she saying Emmanuel! PTL!!!
Friday, April 21, 2006
title:{Interview}
I went for the interview at MOE yesterday. It lasted for around 5 mins. It's such a coincident that Uncle Subash's brother is one of the panel member. Thank God for blessing me to be favored in people. I really hope that I will be recruited to be a teacher. Friends, do pray for me ya.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
title:{NIE here i come}
Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Thank You heavenly Papa!
I've just receive an reply for my application for teaching. It's successful! All my life, I always wanted to to be teacher and now God has answer my prayer. Indeed God keeps His promises, Amen!
I rememebered that when I first sent my application for teaching in 2003 after grad from Poly it was unsucessful and I headed straight to RMIT to do my degree. 2 months ago, I decided to try again and this time round it sucessful. I pray that I will get into teaching. My mom, begin a wet blanket was commenting that it's an interview and I may not get in. Well at least there's hope.
Father thank you for love and faith.I commit myself into You hand. If it's your will let it be done. Love ya.Amen!
Sis and Bro pray for me ya!
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Got this from my friend, Richard.
Men Are Hard To Please. I do agree with dome some of the pointers but no all.
The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
SO HARD TO PLEASE!!!!!
title:{choice of life}
Life is such with tons of decisions to make everyday. Especially when both men appear in your life and you have to choose one. Love love love......
Wondering who to choose? Follow your heart and your feeling. My advice is that once you have made the decision don't ever regret nor look back.
Ah Zhi,
Frankly speaking, I do not know them personally but through the conversation I can feel that both of them do really like you. Well, think over it carefully, A is going back to his hometown in a few years time and B is now having his overseas exchange programme (Errr......you never know what he did over there. Ok, it sounded negative. Hee hee.....).
Do think over the following questions before decision making. This is just a guideline and you can add on your own questions for evaluation. (Gosh, I feel that I'm so business oriented, typical marketing student. lol)
It's Evaluation Time
Are you ready for relationship? (If your answer is NO, then you can forget to answer the rest of the question.)
Do you really like him or do you treat him like a brother or close friend?
Do you feel happy or comfortable when you are with him?
Does he click well with your friends and family?
Does his or your family can accept you or him?
Who do you think will bring happiness to you in the future?
Is he the person who can really lead you in daily life?
Is he the one who can lead you from friendship to courtship to matrimony?
Is he someone that you really want to spend the rest of your life with?
Think over it carefully and guard your heart. Hmmm... keep this in mind that things will change before and after courtship and also before and after marriage. Think over it and ask Shi Yun to pray with you ya.
Ps: I know it's sounded extravagant to talk about marriage but doesn't a relationship lead to the path of marriage in one fine day?
Take care
Sunday, April 16, 2006
title:{Easter}
What's more valuable than your own life?
Martin, Lay Ping, Sandy, Soon Hin and I headed towards Noya cafe straight after the service. On our way, we saw one of our cg friends sitting alone at one of the cafe. Martin went forward to say hi to him and we followed him.
"Hey, what are you doing here?” I looked at him.
"I...... I......I want to die" he said sadly. At the point of time, I was stunned and thought that I must have hearing problem.
"What did you say? Can you say again?" I exclaimed.
"I don't want to live anymore! I want to die......” He started to sob as he said.
I was loss for words at that very moment. Fancy a Christian thought of killing himself on Easter day. The day whereby Christ was crucified on the cross for us, sinners and rose again on the third day which is today, Easter! Jesus died for us sinner on the cross to wash away our sins with his precious blood. Now, I heard from him personally that he wanted to die! Gosh!!!
Martin decided to stay with him and settled our lunch at the cafe. Martin, a trained counselor started to counsel him and talk him out of attempting suicide for hours. Thank God, he decided not to commit suicide anymore.
It's so amazing that how God uses his children to help the needy and those who are troubled. Initially, we don't intend to go for lunch and wanted to headed straight back home. We just thought of accompanying Lay Ping for lunch and decided to check out at the new restaurant. It's such a coincident or rather by divine fate to see him alone at the café which we didn't intend to visit. Most importantly, I asked a stupid question on “hey, what are you doing here?” which is so obvious that he's having his lunch. Thought of it, if I have not asked such silly question, I doubt that we will know what is going on and his intention of killing himself. Well, by God's grace, we have managed to talk him out and he looked more cheerful than before.
Dear Bro,
Remember what you've promised us. Hold on to this verse, Be still and know I'm God. Whenever, you're down or troubled looked upon God and He will guide you by His mercy and grace. You've yet to fulfill your purpose in life and life is precious. Many people out there are struggling for survival and we should love our body of Christ more than ever. God created us and our lives is His not yours nor ours. If I can overcome those trials of fires, why can't you? We'll be there for you ya! Remember, God keeps His promises and His love for us is unfailing ya.
Take care
Friday, April 14, 2006
title:{the benefits of wisdom}
The Benefits of Wisdom
My child,listen to me and treasure my instructions. Tune your ears to wisdom, and concentrate on understanding. Cry out for insight and understanding.
Proverbs 2: 1-3
The best study strategy from God.
I just share my worries with XH. I fear that I would not do well for my overall result. He gave me two verses from the bible.
Jeremiah 29:11"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."
When I first joined CHC, Sister Yvonne gave me this book mark which has this verse printed at the back. Since then I've been holding on to this verse and today this verse bounce back really hard at me. Well, trust in the Lord that all I could say.
2 Chronicles 20:15 15 He said: "Listen, King Jehoshaphat and all who live in Judah and Jerusalem! This is what the LORD says to you: 'Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God's.
title:{nerd score}
My nerd score
71% scored higher (more nerdy), and 29% scored lower (less nerdy).
What does this mean?
Your nerdiness is:Not nerdy, but definitely not hip.

Phew! Thank God, I'm not that nerdy. Ha ha..
Thursday, April 13, 2006
title:{Lighthearted}
Why be like the pagans who are so deeply concerned about these things? Your heavenly Father already knows all your needs, and he will give you all you need from day to day if you live for him and make the Kingdom of God your primary concern. "So don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today's trouble is enough for today.
Matthew6 :32-34
What more can I ask for when God showed this verse to me at this point of my life.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
title:{I'm green}

Your true color is Green!
You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!
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title:{lifecycle}
Life is like a cycle, birth, age, sickness and death. For the past three days, I've received news of friend's relatives or relatives passed away. 1st is Shing grandpa follow by my uncle's mother in law and lastly, my classmate's father.
I realized that life is short and it's beyond our control. I remember clearly that in Jan, I was invited to Melanie birthday bash at MOS. After celebration, Tony's father (a cab driver) came to fetch us(Tony, Carrine, Richard and I) home.Tony's father treated us for supper, fish head bee hoon before sending us home. Uncle was a quiet man who doesn't talk much and he looked healthy to me.
This afternoon when Richard SMS me that Tony's father had passed away in the morning. I was shock and at that moment, I thought that it must be joke. Uncle is still young and in few months times, he will able to see Tony graduating! *sign*
Well, God has his own plan which is unknown to us or to Tony. For His understanding is greater and higher than us.
Tony,
Be strong, we may not know what's ahead in us. Trust in the Lord and He will deliver you through all trials.
Take care
Sunday, April 09, 2006
title:{Mood}
.:Current mood:.
~relief (completed BCCG proj)
~upset (Unable to meet up with him)
~depress (uncertainty of my future employment)
MY LIFE IS FULL OF UNCERTAINTIES!
Current slogan is AMBIGUOUS LIFE
This verse came into my mind as I blogged. Here it goes......
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Your ways is greater than my ways and I shall commit myself into Your hands, Father!
Friday, April 07, 2006
title:{I'm so tired!}
Sandra's mood equation for the day
Rumble + Zzzzz= hungry and sleepy
Therefore, Hungry + sleepy= eating and dozing off at the same time
Yes... I almost doze off while eating my ramen today:X LOL... So sorry darling, didn't mean to stone during dinner time ;P I just feel tired after spending one whole day from 9.30am to 7.30pm (10 hrs) in school studying and working on my BGGC project.
Another tedious day has gone by and there goes my healthy brain cells. Total burn out mentally. Finally, BGGC group project is done but I need to complete my individual journal and reflection by sat evening and my IM report editing by afternoon. Hmmmm...... (in deep tots) why do the "ang mohs" lecturers love to make students to do journal commentary and relfection? Don't they have better things for us to do? Frankly speaking, I really HATE to do reflection and commentary of journals as it is time consuming and nonsensical. *sign*
Gosh! Can't believe that I've yet to start my revision and my MS individual journals! Exams and projects datelines are getting closer today by today. STRESS!!! It's been two weeks since I last attended cell group meetings :X Thanks, Sister Yvonne for your kind understanding and I will attend cell group once my projects are done. Sisters, thank you for encouragement and concern! Hope to see you guys next week, miss you guys so so so sooo much :( Martin, so sorry that I'm unable to attend today cell group to celebrate your birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, MARTIN! May God bless you with a wonderful year ahead. Best wishes to ya. Shine for Jesus ya!
Today is Jia Lin graduation day at SIM-UOL so darling and his NYJC friends attended her convocation in the afternoon.
Jia Lin, congratulation to you. You're a A* graduated! All the best to you! It's my pleasure to get to know you guys today! You look fabulous in your graduated gown!
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
title:{Nov baby}

It's sooooo moi, don't you think so? Esp on wild at times, knows how to have fun and playful. ;P hee hee......
title:{the power of focus}
Half the day has passed and my journals are not done at all. Feeling bored, I started to surf Net and came to my church website and found this article, The power of focus written by Rev. Kong Hee, my church pastor. It seems like God is telling me to be more focus on my school work rather than wasting my time surfing net. Ke ke.. :P
Source: Rev Kong.H., January - March 2006., Harvest Times - issue 26., City Harvest Church, Singapore
Abstract
The Power Of FocusA double-minded person constantly swings between conflicting choices in his life, achieving nothing but confusion and disarray. Discover the power of focus and let God's creative glory bring energy and power to all you do.
In Luke 11:34 (KJV), Jesus teaches, "The light of the body is the eye: therefore when thine eye is single, thy whole body also is full of light; but when thine eye is evil, thy body also is full of darkness." By talking about the need for singleness of vision, Jesus was advocating the power of focus. When you are single-minded, you are focused. When you are double-minded, you are constantly vacillating between two opinions. Double-mindedness will make you a very unstable person (James 1:7-8). But through mental and intellectual focus, the glory of creativity will be released inside of you.
Focus can bring energy and power to whatever you do.
Hmmm...... It's time that I should be focusing in my work, thus no more multi tasking for the time being. LOL...
To view the full article, please click here => The Power Of Focus
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
title:{project again}
It's project time! Yes, I know it's boring. Work work work...

Ain't we hard working? LOL... we were crapping, joking, napping, stoning, eating and working on our project at the same time. WE ARE THE MULTI TASKERS. Muahahaha... Impressive isn't it and we have completed our Managing Strategically (MS) project today. Wow... we are a super efficient and effective team. Hooray
Here's the picture of my student. He's so cute and super duper notorious! Btw, he loves to say I don't know and I cannot read. -_-" These words really pissed me off , so don't ever use it in front of me at all. Because, another big baby of mine loves to say I don't know especially when deciding where to dine or what to eat. *Sign* Boys will be boys. Ha ha......


He and his missing teeth! So cute. ..He requested me to take a pic of his teeth.
title:{Rush Rush Rush}
Projects and projects again... It's seems like never ending. Gosh, two more projects to go.
Lord guide me! I need thy grace and guidance, Father!
The prevage treatment cream caused irritation and rashes on my neck! I supposed that it was my perfumes alcohol chemical reaction that caused the rashes and burning sensation. *sign* Trust me, this product is amazing! It really reduces wrinkles and fine lines effectively! I woke up the next day and found my laugh lines reduced, not as deep as before (usually, it looks deep when I wake up). Futhermore, this afternoon Huizi noticed the differences and commented that my skin look smoother and better!(ke ke.. and I only used it for 2 days) Well I guess it really work execpt for the rashes on my neck. Got to be more careful and not to spray perfumes on my neck again.
You could get this Prevage anti aging treatment from Robinson, Elizabeth Arden counter. I know it's sounded freaking expensive but why not invest in an effective and good product rather than cheap and non-effective products.
PLEASE PLEASE BEAR THIS IN MIND! YOU NEED TO APPLY SUNBLOCK WITH SPF 15 AND ABOVE FOR PROTECTION WHEN USING PREVAGE. IF NOT, YOUR SKIN WILL BE PRONE TO GET SUNBURN AS IT DOES NOT CONTAINS ANY SPF CONTENTS.
ps: It's a lot cheaper in USA than S'pore. USA is selling at USD150, around SGD242.60.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
title:{prevage}
I think I'm insane! I spent $300 on a bottle of prevage anti aging cream!!!!! It's $300.
Click here to find out more about this product. Seriously I hope this will works! I know I sounded like freak and we will see how's the result in 2 weeks times.
Times really flies fast, today is our 1st month anniversary. Due to our busy schedule, we didn't really plan for celebration. Sneaky XH planned for a surprise for me but I gotta to know it before it surprise me. Knowing that I haven't took my dinner, he personally deliver two slices of pizza to my house just for me. However I'm kinda of ruined the surprise by calling him up for I sensed that he's up to something sneaky. Just as I've anticipated, he was on his way to my house and bought dinner for me. The meet up was pretty short, lasted for around 30 mins as he needs to rush home to study his upcoming test.
Nostalgic feeling sank into my heart after he left shortly. Frankly, I do not know why I felt that way maybe I yearn to spend more time with him but was unable to. Although we are unable to spend much time together, I'm very happy to be able to spend time together on this special day.
Darling, Happy 1 month anniversary to you! Thanks you for making time for me. Love ya! Hope that you will like the present. :)