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Thursday, September 11, 2008
title:{Depress}

My heart sank when my friend asked why do Iain and I want to rush into marriage and what makes me think that I am not a float to Iain. This stroked me real hard.

Later did I know that there are people around us feel that we are too fast to get married, commenting that I'm a control freak, I'm the third party that causes Iain and his ex to broke off. As a matter of fact, I'm NOT THIRD PARTY. I got together with Iain after he broke off with his ex and mine. We were then single and fall in love. And, I'm not a CONTROL freak! I didn't hold a AK74 and pointed at Iain's forehead to have him proposed to me. We just feel that we are the right one for one another and we look forward for union.

Iain and I always discuss things and talk things out. I can never hide my emotions from him. For instance, he knew that I was depressed when he called me earlier. Immediately, he rush down from his camp to St. Micheal to fetch me and talk to me. I was impressed by his discerns without me telling him anything, he already knew what I'm facing through. I almost cried out when I told him what had happened and others' comments and perceptions.

Maybe I was overly paranoid and feared that this marriage will not work out. After hearing what he said, I felt so much better. As regards to the issue of being a float, Iain commented he could simply date me as a girl friend and why would he bother to propose to me and tell the whole world that we are getting married.

Maybe I should heed his mummy's advice, just ignored what others say about you. As long as you love each other truly, who cares. What mattered most is our conscience is clear.

1:11 AM

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