I simply can't believe the pace that Iain and I are in. Everything happend so fast but deep now in our hearts we know that it's not the matter of time, it's the depth of our love. I'm so excited and looking forward to the upcoming CNY. We planned to tell our parents of our engagment plan and ROM in coming June.
I know that it's kind of fast and somehow, I do feel insecure, fearing that it might end fast. Iain's assurance just keep me going and believing in him. Since the day, we fell in love, we both know that we are meant to be and see each other as our lifelong partner. The feeling is very different from my past relationships. There is a sense of certainty that we knew we are the one.
In fact, most of our friends are shock to hear that we got engaged after dating for 5 days and we even bought our wedding bands. When Iain popped the question, I didn't even hesitate a bit and said,"OMG! Yes, I do!" Thank God for sending people as confirmation which is encouraging and uplifting.
12 Aug 2008 embarked an marking in my life. This is the very day that xh and I had officially stop seeing/contacting each other for good. For months, we have been dragging our unfruitful relationship. We were seeing each other even though we have broke up, which everyone reckons it as super duper unhealthy.
This day is also a very special day for me. It's a 'first time thing' day for me. It's a memorable day which I will never forget. Tml I hope that I will end school early and go to brow house to trim my eyebrows. Aim to leave school at 430 after remedial class. Ke ke......
For the past two months, I have been dragging my feet to work everyday. Initally, it was Michelle's encouragement that pushes me. After she had left, I was having a hard time to motivate myself to go to work. Well, from now on, I have something to look forward to whenever I go to work. I hope that this motivation will last forever. :P
I'm so glad that Iain has been so friendly and make me feel welcome at work. He's the first person who asked me to join other colleagues for dinner, movies, clubbing and asking me out to Sentosa with Ginger. I really appreciate his initative and warmth which makes me feel at ease whenever I hang out with my other colleagues. I appreciate his up front and up lifting words that really make my day. So bless to have him around! :)
Went to Sentosa with Iain and his dog, Ginger yesterday. Ginger is such a darling Golden Retriever. I simply fell in love with him at first sight! *blink* He's a gorgeous babe and so manja!Ooooh... I'm so glad that Iain invited me to accompany them to Sentosa on every Sat! Heehee... Now, I have a weekend lover-Ginger! How I wish I could bring him home with me! Iain, if you ever lost Ginger, come to my house to look for him ya... lol.
Snowball was so jealous and angry when I reached home. Initially, he was so happy to see me and started to purr. He stop immediately when he sniffed Ginger's scent. He refused to sleep with me and ignored me totally till now. Hump... petty fellow.
I was amazed that I've managed to clear at least half of my marking at Mac last night till this morning. I even had my breakfast at Mac! It's an unbelievable progress that I have manage to clear my work. I was so tired and didn't have much appetite. I'm so bless to have my friend accompanied me throughout the whole night to do marking!
Once again, I shall burn midnight oil to continue marking...... Aja aja fighting, Sandra!
Two months has past by and last Friday was Michelle's last day in my school. I'm gonna to miss her! I'm happy that she can further her studies and pursued her Degree in Education. 3 cheers for you, Michi.
I've lost my voice completely due to overstrain of my vocal. I really hate to bring my kids out for P.E. lesson. It's a total chaos. Last Friday was a "kung fu showdown" during P.E lesson. Khalid sat in the middle of parade square and meditate while I was giving instructions. The class giggled and pointed him to me. After much screaming and reprimanding, he replied,"Ms Lok, I'm praying and searching for inner peace." I was render speechless! Inner peace!!!!! Gosh, at such tender age of 8! I was thinking to myself that I would have inner peace if he know how to behave himself well in class and stop seeking attention in class. Ha ha.. I wish I could attain inner peace too! Jamie and Inzaghi had a "kungfu showdown" with Shilin and Khalid. Shania, Aqidah and Syhirah had a "friend me, friend me not" politics showdown. Apparently, out of the 1 hour PE lesson, I spent 30 mins on "saliva showdown" and there goes my sweet voice and here comes my sexy husky voice.
Went to St James with James and his girlfriend, Calvin, Thomas, Don, Kee Yang, Esteer, Winnie and Joanne last night. None of us has aniticipated that Joanne's ex would be there too! Really suai sia. Joanne quickly ran out of Movida and we were running like wild dogs after her. Poor Jo, she was so badly hurt by him. We managed to visit all the outlets in St. James without paying! Yeah!!! It was so cool and fun! Anyway, Powerhouse service suck! The bouncers did not pour milk into our Flaming Lamborghini and splash water at Esteer and me without apologising. Furthermore, the bouncer took more than 10 minute to light up our drink! Utterly disgusted by their service! Word of advice: NEVER go to the counter at the dance floor. Disappointed, we left the place and headed to "The Boiler Room". We had a great deal of fun with the singers and entertainers. I was amazed by the male singer, Tiny, who sang "Endless love" all by himself, including the female parts too! He's a joker and I'm amazed by his voice. Power!